Amy’s birthday

Yesterday was my birthday, October 29, 2021. Friday. I just turned 48 years old I celebrated my birthday with Mr. Kevin Webberley, my boyfriend. We had Chinese Food for dinner. And I bought a red velvet cake. And we bought pop and everything else. That’s all we did yesterday. After dinner, we fought over nothing. He wanted to have sex and I didn’t want to. So, we fought and argued about it and well, I just didn’t understand why we were fighting over it. So, I left. I took the bus 15 to 60th & Belmont. But, the 71 bus to Prescott & Cully wasn’t running anymore. It just well, it stopped running. Anyways, I walked from 60th & Belmont to Prescott & Cully.

Anyway, that’s what happened during my birthday, yesterday. My Uncle Rey’s birthday is today. October 30, 2021. Saturday. Anyways, fuck. I don’t know what happens now. I’m still waiting for Kevin’s call. He hasn’t called back. I called him several times and it just it isn’t so good. I don’t think he wants to talk to me. Anyways, fuck. So. That’s all.

Amalia Mendoza Manaois

Pictures of me:

 

 

 

 

Summer, 2009

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Summer, 2012

 

 

 

 

 

 

Summer, 2009

 

You have to click on the smaller pictures to see a bigger version.  You can even click on the bigger version to see up close more.

The weather is getting nicer.

We’ve had a whirlwind of a weather in the past few weeks and months.  It snowed for 2 weeks in the last 2 weeks of January, 2014, but it’s been raining and damp and cold and very wet and windy all this time since Fall began.  It’s almost Spring time and I can feel the warm breeze and the rise in temperature as March, 2014 comes our way.  I know the rain wouldn’t stop yet, but I feel there’s another Fall time and Winter time before my life starts in motion.

You see, I haven’t been posting any new comments on here at WordPress and so, let me briefly introduced you to my other blogs and other social media networks that I currently am in.  Facebook – under Amalia Manaois, LinkedIn – under Amalia Manaois, WordPress – under http://www.amaliamanaois1.wordpress.com, Google+ – under Amalia Manaois,  and Google Blogger – under Amalia Manaois.  Here’s the address of my blog in Blogger – http://www.mylifefullyexplained.blogspot.com.  From then on, it should tell you more about me.  Ok?  I’ll talk to you later.

The Weather is Cranky

Been sleeping all day long because I had to get a break from studying.  Tomorrow, I study again.  Anyways, I’m going to get my book published within 6 months from now.  I have to save my money first and then self-publish.  If this place is not the zone, then the other place is not the zone either.  What do you think?  I think I just got defeated by Mr. Ada Borstein.  It’s okay because I know I’ll be just like him someday.  There’s no such thing as being an Amy only.  That is just a trick to make you think that there is a defining line or difference between men and women when all Angels are crossing genders.  So, I know I’ll have to make sure that whatever it is in my head telling me that I can’t be an Ada Borstein someday is wrong.  I know I’ll be and I know the people I love will be – truly love and truly cares for.  I mean I don’t even love myself at times, but there I was, up there with God.  So, I know I’m just a tad bit shy of being an Ada Borstein.  I know someday I’ll be one.  So, I’m going to stop the fuss and deal with reality.  No more problems for me.

That is all.

Publishing my book

I will be publishing my book very soon.  I found an agency that will pay me to get my book published.  The title of the 5 books are 1.)  The Modern 5 Books of Moses 2.)  Lotus Copyrighted in a papyrus 3.)  Lord of the Rings 4.)  The Scorpion King 5.)  The book of the Dead and the Living

It is a compilation of things I’ve been working on, mainly as letters to Mr. Ada Borstein, leader of the planet and of this realm and other realms.  Some are journals, some are poetry, etc.  I have to sort it out and things like this can’t seem to get enough of me, especially my conversations with the known Archangel Gabriel.  I will tell Mr. Ada Borstein, it’s impossible to send the Angel Emmanuelle here because she’s the guardian of her own realms.  If she does come here, she’d only stay for a while and be off to her next adventure of traveling through the stars.  She absolutely cannot stay here.  End of story.

As far as I’m concerned, I’m her in the future, so, you’re going to have to settle for me, this Amy of today.  That is all I can offer.  Just one persona only please for the many responses and needless to say requests.  Thank you very much.

I am going to have to cheat on the eating part.  Matthew Borden, shame on you.  I’m starting to not like you.

I’ve earned my keep and there is nothing in the World that can take that away from me – nothing!

Anyways, I’m suppose to make up to 1 Billion dollars in royalty rights to this book.  It’s a big chunk of work and money.  Plus, all the sellable rights and copies of this book.  Heck I’m even sending copies of these books to Miss Emmanuelle and her groups of Angels siblings.  Again, no more sending Angels here from their realms.  This is where it stops.

Thank you and have a nice day.

Lady Gaga

Recently, I was listening to Lady Gaga’s old album full of wonderful music like Poker Face, Just Dance, Paparazzi, and Bad Romance.  I love these types of songs.  Unfortunately, I can’t seem to get a hold of the meanings of it all. What am I going to do?  I like Lady Gaga and she’s a talented singer and dancer, her videos are also out of this World, but lately, I haven’t been following her music.  I see her on Facebook and she looks awful all the time.  I personally know her, she’s my aunt Malou from the future.  She was born into the World with all the magic and freedom she could ever want.  And she still holds that freedom very much in her persona.

 

A lot of boys like her, especially boys surrounding my circle.  Only if she could defeat me in a battle to the death, then everybody would have complete freedom.  Mr. Ada Borstein, aka Archangel Gabriel that I hear all the time in my head tells me that me and Lady Gaga has to fight 20 different times of a battle dagger to the death match.  But, I can’t seem to tell how that is possible because I’m not capable of anything like that today.  But, if she defeated me, all of the Oxen Gods and Goddesses will rule the World and freedom would exist in them only, while everybody else are probably slaves.  So, I guess this is the reason why we’re such a bunch of slaves here in Mr. Ada Borstein’s realms.  I didn’t realize it until now.

 

So, what am I going to do?  Just give up?  Hell no.  I’m better off to serve humankind by having freedom – absolute, complete, and total freedom for everybody at my realms for a price and I don’t need to say that as well to make it real, it’s the truth.  But why pair me up with her to the battle?  I think the Agenda goes like this:  Mr. Ada Borstein wants to subdue everybody of their cultural heritage and make a mice out of me.  Which is one reason why I don’t like Mr. Ada Borstein.

 

By the way, I don’t need to have sex with anybody just to make this real.  Although the context was borne out of so much sex, the final product remains unbeatable – freedom to us all!

 

So, if I were my brothers, and family members, I would not want to make me pay so much, after all, freedom has it’s price where I will be, unlike here, freedom is nowhere to be found and yet, you are still dying.  I cannot begin to imagine why Mr. Ada Borstein would do these horrendous things to people – without regards to human life even though I might’ve said to send them to the war zones or the Star Wars Era Planets.

 

You see, the movies are for real.  They are borne out of the context of reality – in the Star Wars Era Planets – where the Angel, Mr. Ada Borstein creates many more planets than one can consider or count.

 

This is our heritage from God – a dominion over people, a dominion over ourselves, a dominion over fates, nations, factions, and freedom within our midst.  But, there is a price.  There’s always a price.  We must give back in return.  We cannot do these things to people just for the sakes of it.  We must give ourselves sometimes to the Gods, to the nations that protects or kills us.  It’s just one heck of a mischievous existence.

 

So, I say to my friend, Sharon Fernandez, she said my Facebook Wall is boring, not anymore, I have a lot of friends – real friends through thick and thin.  Do you have friends like that?  Maybe.  Okay.  We’re even now.

 

I shall not complain anymore.  I shall see your shining and brightly lit face over the horizon as you engage in your affairs and I engage into mine.  Peace in and forever hold your peace!  I hope, if I don’t get into another fight with Mr. Ada Borstein, I shall always remember these days as something miraculuous.  Hehe.  LOL.

 

 

Employment Trends

I’m currently looking for work.  I got a ticket to work from the Social Security Administration.  It’s only a matter of time now until I start working.  But, first tomorrow I get my ssd check, deposit it into my walmart money debit card and then enroll myself in Administrative Assisting to Penn Foster College.  They have a $1 down, $46 a month payment plan until tuition is paid, includes books and study materials.  Free shipping and handling as well.  I think the whole course costs $600.  In no time, I’ll be able to get a job.  I’ll do part-time work first thru employment agencies.  And then, after 2 years of repaying my student loans, I will get out of default so I can start borrowing money again for Medical Assisting School.    After a year, I’ll be graduating and then I will be able to find a job at a Hospital at night, while I work in the morning as an Administrative Assistant.  Hehe.  LOL.

 

Well, wish me luck.

My original first family

I wish that my original first family would change careers especially William Asa Sr. and Jr..  After 10 years in the foster home business, they would work as CNAs at OHSU Hospital.  And their wives will work at ODS Insurance Company doing office work.  Marky Asa would be a Computer Support Specialist at ODS Insurance Company after graduation from College.  This is during my Agenda.

And me, after graduation from College in the next timeline, I would work immediately either as a Bio-researcher because my major is in Biochemistry and Physics.  And then, when I’m 45 years old, I would get my Master’s degree in Biochemistry and Physics and Education.  After that, I would get my Ph.D. in Biochemistry.  Soon, I will teach at Portland Community College, teaching Biology, Chemistry, and Bio-research.

And then, after another 10 years working as a CNA at OHSU Hospital, William Asa Jr. will study Computer Network Administration and upon graduation, work as a Computer Support Specialist at ODS Insurance Company with Marky Asa.  William Asa Jr.’s wife, Beth will work as a Medical Assistant at the Portland Clinic in Downtown, Portland.

That is all for now.

I wish for Allan Manaois and Philip Manaois

What I wish for Allan Manaois and Philip Manaois is that after 10 years in the foster home business, they would change careers and become a Nurse for Allan Manaois and work at Portland Adventist Medical Center and for Philip Manaois to become a Medical Assistant and work for the Veterans Hospital at Marquam Hill near OHSU during my first lifetimes during my Agenda.  And then, Stella would work as Operator of Aunt Linda’s foster home where she used to live.  She will need to hire caregivers in the morning and at night, Monday to Sunday.  And then, Kuya Perin and Kuya Billy will come here to the United States and work for Stella Gong in her foster home.  Kuya Perin in the morning, he will work at the foster home, and Kuya Billy at night.  Free room and board, and food.  Stella Gong will get group health insurance that covers medical/dental/vision.  And there’s a service vehicle that both of them could use.

Okay, I think we have that all settled.

What’s going on here?

I might as well do something with my time, since I don’t have anything to do.  I’m going back to school within 2 years, finish the course in one year, start working within one year all the way to retirement age of 70 years old.  And then, I still get to live up to 85 years old.  And then, we’re heading on to the next lifetime where I will look like a Sugar Amy.  What am I going to do then?  Study real hard at school, get a decent GPA in High School and College.  And then, work for the Banking Industry as a teller first and then as a Personal Banker.  My husband to be in the next lifetime is Jimmy Dean that looks like Jake Gylenhaal.  My height during this lifetime is 5 foot 5 inch tall.  While Jimmy is 5 foot 10 inch tall with dark hair and dark brown eyes and White Caucasian.  Me, I have white skin – exactly looking like a Sugar Amy.  In the next lifetime, we’re going to have 2 children.  That is all.

But, let’s focus on today.  What is this timeline called again?  Why is this a mixed bag of beans?  I don’t like it.  I wish I never started out as a Persian, then, we wouldn’t have all these problems.  It’s so ridiculous.  Oh well.  I cannot help that anymore.  So, what are going to do now?  Nothing.  It’s still very much the same as it was yesterday, pathetic.  But, let’s not get carried away with this.  I hope we are thinking that things could be better.

So, there, still thinking that we could make it, and I know that we can.  I’m going to buy my brother, Philip a house, around $200K, while I buy myself a house around less than $200K.  He’s going to have to pay some of the mortgage, so he can get out of the foster home business and become a Medical Assistant.  Me, I’m going to be an Administrative Assistant in the morning and a Medical Assistant at night at one of the Hospitals.  In the weekends, I rest and clean my house.

I will need to get a new car.  I think I will get a Toyota Tercel or Corolla – Black.  I don’t want to get a white one.  Anyhow, this is what I’m going to do in this lifetime.  I know it sucks, but oh well.  Everything is laid out already.

In the next lifetime, Jimmy is going to work.  He has got to get a job so we can get a better house.  I’m planning to buy a 4,000 square foot house and a good furniture with all the nice trimmings.  Let’s see.  I think Jimmy should work as a Social Worker with a Masters Degree in Social Work so that he can be a Counselor.

After the 2nd lifetime, I’m going to be with Zach Meints.  I’m going to be blonde and Zach will also be blonde.  I’ll get my Masters in Social Work and become a counselor.  While Zach will get his Masters in Business Administration and become a Personal Banker at one of the local Banks in Portland, Oregon.  I plan to buy us a 4,000 square foot dream home and have 2 children as well.

I’m sorry if I cannot be with Jimmy at the 2nd lifetime.  I just don’t need him then.  Sorry.

Well, that is all for now.  I think this is a good starting point.

OH, I forgot, In the next timeline, and all subsequent timelines, I’m not going to be disabled anymore during this first lifetime of mine.  Let’s make that change by the way.  I’m going to study real hard and get a good GPA in High School and College so I can get a decent job.  In the first lifetime, I will be with Jimmy Dean and he’s going to be like he is today, blonde with hazel green eyes.  Me, I’m a Persian Amy.  He’s going to be my boyfriend.  After that, we’re going to break up so he can be with whomever he wants to be.  And I do this lifetime the same again, just like before.  Anyways, I will meet Jimmy in College at Portland State University where he will also be studying Psychology and Business Administration.

That is all.